…that you are totally into something and your totally owning it but then you realize you’re not, but you don’t want to own up to it?
Like you like a band or something sooo much, but really you’ve only listened to three songs max and then
some real fan comes along and is all:

and then you’re all:

and they’re all like:

and you play if off, like:

and later on you realize you’re a sham and is all like:
